5/29/10

Living through Heart

I no longer live a day-to-day; 'business-as-usual' existence
I sense, that it may look strange to other people, though I infrequently see other people...so they are not Seeing "me"
(except for my immediate family members...{although} they are mostly 'out and about')


It is odd to the mind, to think about this 'knowing-feeling' I have, Now:  I truly feel connected to everything and everyone.  So much of the life experience (in a past that is now, transformed) was lived in the head, even while I "was there"...living it... (Well, this is the grandest illusion, of them all!!.. Life lives Us...whether We Are Aware of It, or not!!)

action

... the word 'right' in "right action" has a slightly different sense to it than something is "right or wrong"...
It means that from the Now...from the state of Present awareness... any action that arises is "right" or "as is"....

In other words, one does not question or second guess the action that happens. And in reality, all action is "right action"... it is only the mind that judges a situation to be "right" or "wrong."

There is a kind of "inherent confidence" in all actions that come up, out of the state of Being in the Now

5/28/10

through my child eyes, I Am
I am, the being I have always been

the end of slavery

I've been here, forever
You can't See me
I can no longer wait, for that 'day to come'
For several reasonless reasons

first, there is no future
We experience infinite Life, Now
Not 'yesterday', not 'tomorrow'

the whole world exists in this breath, right now
the only limitations in all of existence are Our 'thoughts'
And thoughts are nothing Real... I've said this 'before' and I say it again
Thoughts have not any thing to do with Reality

Life Is...   [what We call 'Life']...
You never know anything
why not accept this, right Now

And BE the one You Are in the Oneness...
You have absolutely NOTHING to lose!!!!

When You can no longer hear Your thoughts
Or listen to Your thoughts
You know You are the Freedom, that You have always been...
Your "eyes" could not See....

[believing Our thoughts keeps Us enslaved; in Our own prison]

5/26/10

A Real Childhood Forever

Every single one of Us
has had the experience of living Inside the Mother

Her cells created Our cells



Miraculously, We become separate entities...We know this
Is obvious to Our eyes
but has not always been obvious to the mind

the mind has often projected Our own wishes, rules and regulations, on to the Child
As, We All (have known) what is "best" for that tiny human being...

When, all along ...if We follow the cues of the Child, they tell Us--- everything
that is needed--- nourishment and touch... And, recognition for the Love that We Are
In Our Child/Our Mother.. Inside.

So, in Your journey back to the Source
You can know
that We, In-deed | even in Our body... so to speak...
Are  identical/the same -  without boundary - and, at the same

time 100% capable of 'standing on Our own two feet' --- from the beginning
Our inner compass directs Us, allWays, Home (here in Our Heart*)

*Heart is where the Home Is

5/25/10

What can I say?

Talking about Being Present sounds so mamby-pamby to someone who is just beginning to awaken.
This is not, in any way, a judgment toward the listener.  They can't help it.  Nor, can anyone "help" how they feel.  There is absolutely no "right or wrong" way... and even when we label something as being "right" or "wrong".... well that is not it, either.  To some, it sounds very strange to be able to remove all the labels and definitions; judgments (good or bad) that we put on everything.  It is really, a removal of adjectives, unless the adjective expresses an inner feeling, a feeling that (in effect) does not make another person "wrong" in stating it.

The true irony with all of this, though.... is... the mind can't make these "non-judgments" or even "think" about them... Then it just does not play, though, that is OK, "until" It Plays... Life Plays.  You just recognize this, it is that simple... and yet, deeply profound.  So incredibly profound, that there is no end to the deepening.  Endless.

The quite miraculous thing that, also, occurs... is an ever-present Gratitude that You hold for Your life situation... the All of It... the whole thing... from the moment You were born.  What once was painful, transmutes, in retrospect, to just being Full of Truth, Beauty and Love.  Your perspective completely changes, Your outlook Is transformed.  Forever.  Your "past" changes.  And the "future" never comes.  You do, indeed, See ...YourSelf merging with Life, Itself.

The words just don't cut it.  I can't help it, if they sound un-True.  You find this out, for Yourself.  What lies beneath the surface is Truth.  And it is not a word.  Not an expression.  Not a feeling...that can be described.

5/22/10

underStand

underNeath… It All
Is You
In Truth
the You
You’ve been looking for
All a-long

5/21/10

the Dangerous Old Woman - 2 part podcast



WithIn every human Being is the Dangerous Old Woman
 - this giftedness
a man who presides over the
marriage of his Inner Woman
with his Inner Man
Is
Aware of This
(also, check out the interview with Gangaji, while You are there)
(link sent to me by Abi)