Being aware of the transformation is sometimes like being in a constant 'catch-22' scenario. The things that matter the "most" to you, matter the "least" to another person. You're done with struggle but others constantly remind you that you are not struggling and need to do so, immediately! You question the flow, at times, because the entire world is telling you to question. You are a minnow in a giant ocean trying to beat the current. It is time to ride the waves. What can happen? You can die. So what? Isn't that the "worst" that can happen, really? And how do we know if that is "bad"? Give up the struggle and see what happens. Why not? You cannot "control" ANY "outcome". YES!