It is fun to no longer be attached to outcome
In every endeavor

Vessels of Love

"New" name for Transmutation Light Vessels
Activated
a few awaiting departure
More being released for activation in the field of Now

posted on Creation of the Creativity, 3/31/08

In my waking up experience I can see that it has not been "a running away from or a running to" situation. I have a family that is not having the same awareness of consciousness as I. [except my daughter, now 17] It is not their fault, it is the way it is. They are sometimes unhappy about it. But it is not possible to "act" as if I am still dreaming. Many around me think that I am mad [crazy] or something is "wrong" with me or that I am sick. Well, yes, my body has physical illness but not the mental kind. Yes, I have seen my own madness as well as everyone's. Stepping out of the collective conditioning is not easy but it is also simple to do. It is the effortless endeavor I speak of. The pain does not go away, completely. One does not become numb. One recognizes more clearly the suffering in others instead of being trapped in one's own suffering. I experience emotions but they are no longer obsessive. The emotions become real for the first time. No more need to listen to others who may say you should not feel the way you do. You will just know that what you feel and experience is truth. "Eckhart [Tolle] says A New Earth is about you. 'It will change your state of consciousness or it will be meaningless.' (p. 7) How will you know if your state of consciousness is changing? There is one certain criterion by which you can measure your success in this practice: The degree of peace that you feel within." He says that peace underlies your being. Yep.
March 7, 2008

Bringer of Peace

I can see a "progression" into peace in my experience. I can see the entirety of my life in gratitude. All the pain and misery served a purpose. Every step, every moment brings me here, now. Intellectually you know we only experience the now. We do not experience the past or the future, but sometimes we can see the entire life experience as a whole and that extends in front of and behind the present, in one moment. I write but who is writing? What directs me now? My brain/mind is functioning but it is somewhat automatic, without effort. What comes next, it just flows. It may be meaningless and that is fine.

from 3/22/08

The moment is now to write. To speak of the equality of all. To break down all heart barriers to connection, to the flow of Love which is ever-present in the formless...
the formlessness that cannot be spoken

To lift off the structures of conditioning Is now.
We do create our reality, in every moment, but not with the mind.

If/when we practice kindness the heart follows, is open
But we do not practice this with the mind
The true "mind" resides in the heart.
The one-ness of all.

This very Now moment Is the "setting up" of the "new" earth.

from 4/11/07

Flying into the Arms of the All-experience

If one grows up learning to Love Nature and the countryside
It can make a World of difference

The Stillness of All
The Complete Ecstasy
Ecstatic Stillness

I can do the job

I'm looking for a Conscious employer to keep our forms afloat while resting in the depths of the Ocean

When Your Heart is not in it
You Know that the form needs rest